I have survived
Too long, too much
To fall now
Down, farther into greater shadows
The light will not drift
I will not allow that
I have allowed too much
Crawl across the spine
However bent, however broken
Taking little pieces of me
I will not bear their weight
Anew, fresh in the morning
Their snares, fog
Their hooks, mist
Burnt off under
The touch of the sun
The tunnel has lengthened
But not grown too long
To swallow any hope
Of reaching the end
Flock of witless vulturous
You amalgam of offal
Disgorged from a creature as
Deceitful, as pathetic and simple
I am broken clay but
There is more to the stone
Than there is to you
I will run until there is no more earth beneath.
I will run until the lightning strikes.
I will run until the stars enfold.
I will run.
I will run until I dance upon the waves.
I will run until the clouds throw down their ladders.
I will run until the sun lances through the dark.
I will run.
I will run until I find every horizon.
I will run until the spirits are revealed.
I will run until all else peels back from the heavens.
I will run.
I promise I will run until I can’t anymore.
These are the darker nights of the soul.
All in which the wind is a slow rolling thing.
A zephyr ethereal
Empyrean and ephemeral
Coming from some farther off place
I will never reach that summit.
I will dance about its feet.
I will show the roots who I am.
I will know the crevice for the secret held.
What am I to do with all this oncoming?
Black hearts, blacker tongues of wave after wave
The water laps at a shore that never ends.
Whirling away into the night of the storm
I will pick the stones up from where I see them.
I will toss them all back from whence they came.
I will expect all that I will.
I will accept all that I will not.
There is a cadence to the end of time.
The dance of a whirlwind
All my thoughts obey the current.
Again and again, what remains?
The terrifying freedom of a thing that may only fall.
…without having moved that far. I took a few steps and looked in the other direction. That is to say, I’ve made some changes.
I recently moved for the third time in two years and not because I’m insane, I assure you. If you remember in my last update, the last place wasn’t exactly the best living situation. I got priced out of the one before that by an unfortunate and untimely split with a girlfriend. But now I’m here, and glad to be here. I like this place. Pictures may be forthcoming. I’ve still got to get settled in, though, so expect a slight lull in posting while I get set up over here.
The second announcement, which is marginally more exciting than the first, is that I now have my very own Patreon! I’ll be putting the link elsewhere on the site, so it’s not lost in the archives, but feel free to head on over and give me enough cold, hard cash to buy a latte or something maybe. I’ll be moving most of my fiction and poetry posts over to that platform. Entry only costs a buck, and you can stay forever. It’s the ultimate club. The party never ends and, hopefully soon, it will be attended by a plenty of the best and brightest lifeforms: you guys, my fans.
I’m moving fast, if I’m not covering much ground, and I have this place to thank for that. Other things, other people, too, of course, but every follower and visitor and view on here helps salve some of that discontent I think every writer feels who practices his art in a vacuum. Where I’m from, there’s not a lot of us. Sometimes it’s hard to remind myself that I’m not on an island or part of a dying breed. Thanks for being that reminder, when I can’t play the part myself.